March 10, 2007

  • Yellow

    Look at the stars,
    Look how they shine for you,
    And everything you do,
    Yeah, they were all yellow...

    "Yellow"
    Coldplay

    yellow belt
    Me and Saebom-nim, 2 Dragon Taekwondo Dojang, Chuncheon, ROK
    9 March, 2007

    One goal I had before leaving the US was to study taekwondo. I started attending a dojang at the end of January. Yesterday I took my test and successfully earned the yellow belt.

    Currently I weigh in at 136 kg, also known as 292 lbs. I have a membership at a heath club located next door to SDA Language Institute. At the current rate of study, it should be sometime in 2009 when I am prepared for the test to one dan black belt. As for the goals I have where my weight is concerned, I am hoping to be at least 45 lbs lighter in September.

    Beyond this, I look much better with a goatee.

     

January 6, 2007

January 1, 2007

  • Happy New Year

    Welcome to 2007

    Welcome to the planet
    Welcome to existence
    Everyone's here
    Everyone's here
    Everybody's watching you now
    Everybody waits for you now
    What happens next?
    What happens next?

    Dare You to Move
    Switchfoot

    Not a lot in my head wants to come out today. Been one of those things that hasn't shaken itself off yet.

    We've all heard the news. Nothing new to report. Film at eleven.

    Peace.

    Maybe redemption has stories to tell
    Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
    Where can you run to escape from yourself?
    Where you gonna go?
    Where you gonna go?
    Salvation is here

    Will this be the year?

     

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    ''I am happy because I am growing daily and I do honestly not know where the limit lies. To be certain, every day there can be a revelation or a new discovery. I treasure the memory of the past misfortunes. It has added more to my bank of fortitude.''  ---  Bruce Lee

     

     

     

December 10, 2006

  • Merry Christmas... Amen

    "Life is like a box of chocolates, a cheap, thoughtless, perfunctory gift that nobody ever asks for, unreturnable because all you get back is another box of chocolates, so you're stuck with this undefinable whipped mint crap that you mindlessly wolf down until there's nothing else left to eat. Sure, once in a while there's a peanut butter cup or an English toffee, but they're gone too fast and the taste is fleeting, so you end up with nothing but broken bits filled with hardened jelly and teeth-shattering nuts. If you're desperate enough to eat those all you've got left is an empty box filled with useless brown paper wrappers."

    Musings of a Cigarette Smoking Man
    The X-Files

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    Heron at Yeouido Ecology Park, November 2006
    Nikon D-70 w/ 70-300 Nikkor lens

     

     

November 28, 2006

  • The Radio Silence of Midnight AM

    it's one of those nights
    where something cracks the night wide open
    but it ain't lightning
    and something splits the air
    but it ain't thunder
    and rain should be falling but it's not falling
    like I know it should be

    you can feel the chill in the air
    but it's not cold outside
    you can feel something is stirring
    but it's not the wind this time
    whispering through the trees
    or you're lover's voice calling you home

    one memory
    just out of reach
    like the premature darkness
    of a movie screen gone blank
    or the radio silence of midnight AM

    the smoke won't clear
    the fog won't lift
    the song won't end
    the movie drags on and on
    five minutes after the film breaks
    the day won't end
    the dream fades away
    but it's memory lingers
    like her perfume
    like her kiss

    the radio silence of midnight AM
    fills the air with static communication of light unseen
    too hot to touch
    too cold to drink
    too blank to care

    the poker-faced moon
    calls the dead man's bluff

    I turn off the radio
    I turn off my heart
    close my eyes
    and think about you

    don't you have other dreams to haunt
    ?

November 16, 2006

November 8, 2006

  • sorry I haven't been around... been kinda busy... I'll be back...

     

October 26, 2006

  • What is the purpose of a blog?

    On-line journaling was to be a way to make new friends, share opinions of culture, politics, and things of personal interest with others who share those interests. In theory, one makes friends and establishes networks through a blog.

    Why do people put personal or private information on a blog? If you want to keep a journal secret, write a diary entry into a word-processing program and save it to a password-encrypted disk. Putting secrets on the Internet is stupid.

    I used to like xanga. I found it far superior to the waste of bandwidth that is myspace, even though I have a myspace account. I don't like the clunkiness of myspace. I try to access my account and I am told there is a problem and it is reported to the tech people. Big deal. I want access to my account when I need it, not on the whim of a useless computer on their end. Now xanga is continuing to be more and more like myspace. Why downgrade xanga?

    If xanga would enforce its own policies, there would not be a need for the idiotic things they are adding to cluck it down.

    One day I will leave cyberspace. That day won't come soon enough. It will be the cookie crunchers and other hassles that will make the Internet a true wasteland like television has become. When that day comes, we just might have to learn to talk to each other face to face again, the way it was always meant to be.

     

October 24, 2006

  • Full Circle plus Five Degrees

     

    One year ago I was on Korea Air flight 34 out of Atlanta winging it at 35,000 feet. I thought it was somewhat incredible that a two engine jet liner could fly 14,000 miles in no time at all. A GPS tracked our flight over the United States, Canada, the Bering Straight, Russia and the East Sea, until we landed at Incheon International Airport, sometime around 1700 hours.

    One in-flight movie was a Korean drama about a police officer investigating a suicide. I slept through Lindsey Lohan's film with Herbie the Love Bug. I slept through Bewitched. I didn't pay that much attention to the remake of The Longest Yard with Adam Sandler and Burt Reynolds. I wanted to focus on other things.

    My first flight was from Huntington, West Virgina to Cincinnati, Ohio. On take-off I simply said in prayer, God, I trust You. I trust you, I trust you, I trust you.

    From Cincinnati to Atlanta, I looked out the window the whole time, admiring the beauty that is so overlooked and underappreciated at ground level.

    Atlanta to Seoul was the flight to deep serious. It was firmly entrenched in my mind that I was to be a missionary teacher of English. What would it be like? Would I meet the right girl. Where would I go? What would I do and see and experience in this land I only knew from watching M*A*S*H reruns?

    So many people have come along in this first year. The staff at SDALI who ran orientation were passionate about the work. The people in my group had a variety of reasons for coming. We laughed, we snored, we accepted the call to do the job assigned to us.

    Daebang is my first school assignment. Nervous on day one. Check the role, read the book, watch the clock, enjoy the conversation. Wait for students to complete their own orientation. Enjoy the day. Thank You, God, for bringing me to Korea. I don't know how often I've said that since I arrived.

    Visit Doeksugung, shop at E-Mart, get lost on the way to Jonggak, get help and learn more about the subway system. Shop Itaewon. Costco. Enjoy the beauty of the day. Enjoy the beauty of the night sky lit up by Trump World Two on Yeouido. Fall asleep and wake up to the highway noises of Olympic Parkway in full swing. It never stops.

    Christmas hustle. Christmas bustle. It's all the same.

    Visit Namdaemun before sundown as the year ends. The gate is incredible, and with four megapixels at my disposal I photograph Korea's national treasure no. 1. I walk to Cheonggyecheon and enjoy the amateur fireworks. Christmas music fills the night with something special, as the new year whispers its way onto the calander. Each firecracker prepares the way for 2006.

    Everything blooms in its time. More students come along. Friendships are made. Some last longer than I expected. Other people disappear. Were they really there? The role sheet says yes, but I wonder...

    Cool spring gives way to yellow dust. Yellow dust gives up to clear days. Clear days of summer drown in the muddy Hangang during rainy season. It's over before its begun. Then it rains again...

    So much to see. So much to hear. So much to experience.

    So many souls to save. I see 12 million people and wonder at it all. Thank you, God, for bringing me to Korea.

    I am in awe that I am here at all. I thought I would die in a dead-end town somewhere next to nowhere, which is next to Kentucky, if you read the right map.

    Do the drills. Take the tests. Grade the scores. New students and returning students and another Thank you, God for bringing me to Korea...

    Cold snap following the rains. Day 360 and I'm preparing the end of the term and for a move to the mountains and lakes and rivers of Chuncheon. I'm not ready to leave. Some leave for home and will return. Others will leave forever. On this day 365 of my arrival, I see how the world has turned. One nuke after another, the world keeps spinning and with phlegmatic grace I stare at a computer screen and think of 40,000 artillery pieces and a handful of nukes and all I can say is Thank You God for bringing me to Korea. Thank You God for letting me stay one more year.

     

    Hallelujah

    Amen

     

     

October 8, 2006